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Kuch esa tha andaaz uska
Najane kese ho gaya wo apna
Dil ki kuch batein ese keh gaya
Jese nata yun janmo ka jod gaya
Mulakato ka rukh yun shuru ho chala
Chai ka to bhana tha
Ek duje k sath kuch waqt bitana tha
Wo chup chup kar jo milna tha
Kuch alag hi ehsaas tha
Us dar me ek khushi ka jaam tha
Samay ne jo seedhi pakdi
Mulakate badhti chali
Dosti ne ek naya rishta joda
Har pal usi ka khayal tha
Har mod pr usika intezaar tha
Uski awaz ka alag hi jadu tha
Dheere dheere duriya ghati
Hatho ki nazdikiya badhi
Par waqt kuch badal sa gaya
Hath thamna ab choot sa gaya
Pass hoke bhi door hogye
Un purane hi palo me khoo se gaye
jha ek jhalak se din ban jata tha
Ab sath reh kr bhi muskurana bhool gye
Jab unkahi baatien bhi samjh jatien the
Waqt ne kuch esa rukh mora ab shor krke bhi unsune reh jate
Kuch kho sa gaya kuch badal sa gaya
Galti kahi dono kr bethe
Na iska chup rehna smjh aya
Na uske ansu nazar aye
Khata kuch esi hogayi
Dil ki baatien dil me reh gayi.
While having a conversation with my brother we started discussing on *struggle*.
Such a small word but with such deep meaning. And while we were at it the main question which arose was “ARE THE STRUGGLES EVEN BEING PAID BACK EVERYTIME” and it made me think that we are always provided with the rule book the procedures of do’s and dont’s in life but still we do struggle in choices and actions. But first ask yourself is it even worth it? If yes then do whatever it takes you and don’t care about the people.
Sometimes things may go wrong becuase of which some struggles which are left unspoken , and some are miserably left aside. But the truth is if it makes you happy and if you had faith in yourself and god, each and every action will be awarded for in this life may be directly or sometimes indirectly. But all you have to do is believe in yourself, seek to it and you will get all you deserve in your life because at the end it is only you who made it possible for yourself.
I have a small world confined with the people who love me the most, amidst happiness, care and love. But then arives my evil twin the overthinker mind who never let’s it be simple; thinking about a total stranger to loved one, creating situations making me not wanting my own skin, admiring those ugly hearts feeling intimadated by your lovers. The fear of closing eyes and not sleeping takes us to another level. Continuously shaking leg while sitting. Never going to shopping alone because fear of buying something and become a piece of public laughter. Fantasizing a heroic act done by oneself and being praised and admired by everyone. Predicting what others doesnt like about you and trying to improve yourself even if it’s not true. The obsessive mind thinking of answers even though when nobody questioned us. Calculation of each nano second stare we get. Spacing out in gatherings. Being the unfortunate one’s.
This is a message to all those people who keep questioning; why are there bags under our eyes? why we are so addicted to our smarphones? why we are impulsive in our actions and words? Why sometimes logic doesn’t work for us and why we are slow in decision making?